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Tuesday, October 31, 2017

Radio Ga Ga



I'd sit alone and watch your light 
My only friend through teenage nights 
And everything I had to know 
I heard it on my radio 
(Radio) 

You gave them all those old time stars 
Through wars of worlds -- invaded by Mars 
You made 'em laugh -- you made 'em cry 
You made us feel like we could fly 

So don't become some background noise 
A backdrop for the girls and boys 
Who just don't know or just don't care 
And just complain when you're not there 
You had your time, you had the power 
You've yet to have your finest hour 
(Radio) 

~Queen, Radio Ga Ga


She was homeless and wished for a transistor radio, however, her situation did not allow for frivolous  jaunts to Target where she could aimlessly meander up and down the aisles while she fed her pipe dreams of if and when.  It was easy for me to purchase the radio for her... the difficult part would be finding her!

I had no idea JUST how difficult it would be! I knew I could find her at the train station. I would take a ticket, park in the parking garage, run up the long escalator or sometimes go up or down multiple flights of stairs, circulate through the upper portion of the train station, go down the escalator and circulate through the bottom of the train station, ascend the long staircase and run back to my car. If I was able to do that in under 10 minutes, my parking was free. If not, I had to pay one dollar. My quest had begun. I checked twice a day, every day. Sometimes parking was difficult to find. I had to wind my way all the way to the roof of the parking garage and then go down a million flights of stairs. By the time I made my rounds and made it back to my car, I had to pay a dollar. Sometimes I would say to myself "No good deed goes unpunished" and then I would chide myself for even letting such an idiotic saying creep into my head! My woman was nowhere in sight! 

I started to realize that my mission was bigger than my own world. I began to enlist the help of others. I asked my train riding colleagues if they had seen her. They said yes, however sightings of her were spotty and unpredictable. I spoke to the head of the transportation center security. He knew her well, and took me down to the lower level where many homeless people hung out because it was warm there. No dice! He asked a homeless man named Angel whether or not he had seen the homeless woman with the carts. "She was here earlier!", he replied. Angel was wide eyed and probably wondered what I wanted with her. He had a large gash across the bridge of his nose and I couldn't help but wonder how it got there. I had choked back a few tears when I heard his name. Even Angels can be homeless... how ironic. 

Sunday, October 29, 2017

Burnt Orange

Autumn is in full swing in New England. It hasn't been a particularly spectacular autumn. I actually feel that the colors are quite muted. It doesn't make the season any less wonderful, it is just different this year. Change is ongoing. Making new friends, keeping the old, losing some who have moved on and being ready to let go even when we don't want to, those are all part of change. We must be wise and supple enough to flow with change and not to resist it.

I recently decided to think about my Crayola crayons again. It's an exercise that never gets old. This time, for many different reasons, I have chosen Burnt Orange. I have been away from this forum for far too long. I have many (some say TOO many) irons in the fire right now, but something inside me feels the need to breathe life back into this space. Hell, what's one more iron, right?

Burnt Orange

Liquid warmth
The kind that floods your window
On a beach holiday
Burnt orange 

Laughter 
As it bubbles up
From the depths of my soul
Burnt orange

Marmelade
My favorite
Made from the bitter Seville
Burnt orange

Sharp tongue
Said the wrong thing
Hurt
Burnt orange

Japanese Maple
Transitioning gracefully 
Becoming dormant
Burnt orange 

Anger
Brimming over
No longer inside
Burnt orange

Sunrise
Quiet reflection
Deep gratitude
Burnt orange 


Irons in the fire
Many of them
Glowing bright
Burnt orange

Friendship
A warm glow
Not alone
Burnt orange

Right now
I
Am
Burnt orange